On the Day beyond reality

Time flies..... It also hops, skips and jumps....and it runs, slows down and stops... to make space for you in it.....

Well, I have been a lot into researching time, yup I know, maybe that by itself is a waste of time, but like i read somewhere, as time proceeds, events of the past become more clear... and hence they turn into incidents where you are sure you have learned something... don't ask me how... but time is the greatest teacher ever...

It has taught humanity lessons of life, starting from the very beginning, lessons of survival, lessons of civilization, lessons of conglomerated living, lessons of winning and lessons of losing to gain later...

And yes, just like you would expect from a great guru, time will also practically, pose us with strenuous tests.... and would guide us as best as it can ... to stand the Test Of Time...
Sometimes you need great inner grit to stand through this life, and its various challenges, and well, at the end, you know you will be rewarded, in the best way possible...

And.. the worst test to ever be put to is the "time test"... as I am going to refer to it.... it can get crueler with each passing day, when you are sitting by, waiting for something to happen, and all that you get is more pain and you meet up with more complex dead ends....
But, somewhere, around all those dead ends, if you had searched, instead of pessimistic reproach, maybe you could have found a small wicket gate (to say in the least) .... to a better road beyond...
Keep searching for such miracles.... they happen...

And as for this title, if you ask me the relation between it and the post.... well... wait... time will answer at its own pace... :D

Stumbling on, with new ideas....

Some days, I used to sit by the window to just gaze out... maybe some 10 minutes or maybe for hours together... and then I would realize as I regained senses that nothing had registered in me all along... that basically what I had been gazing at was something deep within me... inside .... maybe the person "I had always longed to be but could never"...

Slowly, I realized during all those periods of singled out existence that within me were many different people all of whom were new to me... and in fact really exciting to get to know...
There was a me who wanted to get to know all about forensic sciences.... a me who wanted to go into pure experimental physics... a me who wanted nothing other than designing and a me who wanted to just get out there into this world and do what I want and how I want and where I want and....

But there was this me who wanted to get out of this world and go places.... places like eternal Shangri - la , with eternal mysteries and time surrounding me... eternal peace... away from this "madder day by day" world... and with every single person I ever wanted to know... all packed away silently and deeply in my heart....

You get to meet a lot of people in this world... people who you like when you meet them, people who you like as you get to know them... sometimes people who u really like even without speaking to them.... just because you know that there is something special... whatever you do and however you try to break the bond....

But all of them aren't going to be what you really want them to be.... and then that is when you try to compromise... and sometimes completely let go......
Imagine a life tangled up.... with innumerable others whom you aren't even sure if u like enough to put up with.... and then imagine yourself free.... free enough to fly up up and away... into unchartered boundaries... and into undreamed realms....

With the dust of those stars in my eyes.... will continue further later.....

A long time later....

Interestingly, life moves on... whether we look around for help or try to stand up and stand upright, life moves...
Sometimes, people try their best to help, but then the real help to anyone, comes from within....
Am sure... life is a bed of roses... and with due thorns....Blah! u say... who hasn't heard this before.... anyways.... sometimes its really a pleasure to stop and smell the fragrance... and some other times.... u need to move without worrying about the pricks...Period.

Many a life has been wasted in petty pursuits..... Or is this real?
No one can ever evaluate another person... forget it... its tough to valuate yourselves sometimes...

Some realize their calling earlier than others... simple... and well... very few out of all of them take the courage needed to act out as per their hearts deepest wishes.....

Some years ago, I realized what I was here fr, and a long time later, now.. I am going to act...

for,

"Never settle for less than your dreams,
Somewhere, Someday, Sometime, Somehow, you will find them"
- Danielle Steel