I loved... I still do... and about the future part of it... This day I stand alone somewhere, a strange yet beautiful crossroad... and am waiting for the confirmation to come... so that I either steer clear of memories and go my WAY... and to the glory that awaits me there.... or take up the backward route and start over afresh... whatever it is, it will be different.
Am a very independent person... and I hate people trying to take over and control my life... Yet, a short and long time ago, I fell victim to the vicious circle... of love...
Am not here to transcend to deeper hidden realms and explain stuff... I will not, whatever done, get to finer details.... But am going to talk about an experience that turned me downside up... and the right way for now and forever...
It was an ordinary book... ILLUSIONS by Richard Bach (was reading him for the first time), and as I proceeded past the first few pages, I was hooked to it... and curiously though... for the first time... I had to read each page twice... not so much as to get the meaning than to know within that what was me was almost completely portrayed in each of those pages... yet each page throwing a different aura of the spectrum of Myself....
By the time I finished it... I realized that all along I was different from what I had believed myself to be... , that I was finer stuff and with fineness came a certain uncanny ability to know this world and to know things and people ever more better than before....
I understood.....
A newer dawn... and I could create...nope, recreate myself... and with my arise... will rise a newer world.... for me and for my DREAMS....
I am no ordinary being....
It was also very strange that this had to happen in the very mercurial and magical month of June ( the month of Mercury, the ruler of gemini ) than the electric and awakening month of February ( the month of Uranus, the ruler of aquarius ) and being a January born myself, I was more than a little intrigued, but remembered that When things have to happen, They will....
And true love lives on.... unrealized yet forever.... and when at the end of it all you quieten, then it takes over....
And to all those gloried atheists, may God be with you!
" Every person,
all the events of your life,
are there because you
have drawn them there.
What you choose
to do with them is
up to you "
Richard Bach
Peace prevails....
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